Not much to rant here.. We made biriyani and a feast yesterday, me and my husband. Lunch was pretty good but eating food makes me guilty cause my body doesn't need that but eating food in itself is satisfying thing. Not the hunger, not the taste its something beyond that. Its about being able to do something I like in which I have control maybe.. Am not entirely sure but there is something really satisfying there, its better than sex, its better than everything else. Oops yeah looks like I am addicted to food and that explains the extreme weight fluctuations. Ok now next couple of weeks its gonna be egg, oats etc,. Urrrgh I hate that but doable. Also I want to look fab for diwali in saree so let the starving start. Yes I hear you saying that's not how it works. But my body works like that 🤦 we went to farmers market and bought some fruits. I did not like that my husband fell for the 15 dollars for 10 pounds of fruit. He went ahead and bought that. Its too much for our family or our fridge. But all fruits were delicious. Nectarines, grapes, apples, apricots, strawberries. Its alright I guess. Now i have to clean the fridge and store everything. Fold clothes, dry some clothes fold some more put away everything. Shop a little bit.
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